Standing Without Me

I hate that I have to wait for you
All thought it make me like you more.
It kind of makes me wonder,
What am I waiting for?
My heart starts pounding
My eyes start to swell
You think that I don't notice
But its you that cannot tell
I ask for you answer
Over and over again
I have so much to say
But where do I begin
You try to avoid me
You do it so well
Hypnotized by thoughts of you
I'm under your spell
I cant stop thinking
Will you say yes
Your driving me insane
I'm a total mess
Am I even alive
Or invisible to you
I can't take this pain
The pain you put me through
Should I just forget you
Should I leave you be
You're standing in the hall
Standing with out me
You talk as if i'm nothing
Or that this feeling isnt there
But you know what?
To me that isn't even fair
I could forget you
Thought it seems impossible to me
If you give me a chance
Maybe you would see
You are the rainbow
That brightens my day
Though i'm alone
i still feel this way.

Silent Night Violent Night

Silent night, silent night, oh no
looks like she's in for another violent night tonight

Tear stained face
Eyes so cold and grey
Infected with lies and beneath them she cries
Forgive me…
Heart in pain
A face so pale and scared
Only finding a way, to take it away
A blade…

Fear is the key
Fear is the key
Fear is the key
So fear me

Hush little baby
Don’t make a sound…
Your cries wont be heard
Now there’s no-one around
Hush little baby
Don’t make a sound
Tear me down

A soul like ice
All warmth has been stolen away
That once happy child, so gentle and mild
Now hides in the shadows
And fears for her life

What would you do when the sun doesn't shine?
And your life has been tainted by darkness
What can she do when no one has a clue?
About what happened long ago

What can she do when no-one has a clue
And theres no-one that she can turn to
What can she say when she gets turned away
When she seeks help from the people she knows

Hush little baby
Don’t make a sound…
Your cries wont be heard
Now there’s no-one around
Hush little baby
Don’t make a sound
Tear me down