Long Distance Relationship

I have a new love she is my world I would die if I lost her she is one special girl I want to see her so bad it makes want to cry I just want to hold her to look her in the eyes We talk online every day her messages get me through but it is not the same so tell me what should I do When I do get to see her I will be as happy as can be but the thought of having to leave again makes me dropp to my knees Just thinking of her makes my heart skip beats and never getting to be with her will be a terrifying feat The pain will be horrid my emotions running wild but her love will pull me through at least for a little while It may be hard but I will not end it for if I lost her my wrists i would slit I cant live without her my life wouldnt be whole I love her so much more than you could know