Dear His Name I Can't Remember

Dear his name that i cant remember.
I met you in late december.
your name I choke on everytime.
getting caught saying your mine.
Is it to late to go to the past.
Time was short it moved to fast.
I remember your lips on mine.
How we had the greatest time.
I remember your arms holding me tight.
promising me a life that is right.
And now here I am searching your name.
Searching for something that could be the same.
but it hurts to much to say it aloud.
Staring into a face in the clouds.
Hoping you remember me.
Hoping for something that couldnt be.
Dear his name i cant remember.
I met you late in december.
I should of known it from the start.
'cause your the jerk who broke my heart.